Deep from within your core, if you have got something which is really of the greatest interest to you, how can you fall asleep? You won’t. And in the material world, all the material relations and interests are only selfish. I’m talking about the Divine subject here now.
This mind does not even know. You won’t be able to comprehend what I’m trying to say.
But when your sadhana bhakti (practice of devotion) leads you to that interest in your beloved Lord, now maya (illusion) is not interesting. Now God is becoming the most interesting subject, his glorification, etc. Then you can spend hours and hours and hours, night after night, day after day, without sleeping, without resting, and nothing will happen. No high blood pressure. No problems.
It’s the sweetness that is giving you the highest joy. How can you have any problems?
And this sadhana bhakti is now growing towards bhaav bhakti (devotion filled with deep spiritual emotion).
This is known as bhaav bhakti. In bhaav bhakti, tears come. Sometimes you start to shiver and shake, and other times you don’t even want to sleep for days and nights.
Just you want to be in the thoughts of your beloved.
